Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Change of pace

I was soooo excited to be getting back on my mood stabilizer after not being on it for nearly a year due to lack of insurance and 400 mg a day of Topamax is high as "giraffe pussy." But after a few months of taking it I've already weined myself off...

Last time I took it I remember getting aggressive and easily pissed off but just figured it had something to do with the little kid that lives with me and my short attention span when it comes to him....

Turns out it wasn't just him, i wanted to tell my boss off for no reason, snapped at everyone and was always pissed off... it didn't matter what the occassion...

So hopefully I won't have any adverse reactions from quitting Topamax, I did try to taper off, but probably didn't do it as drawn out as I should have...today I feel queasy...

I think another few days and it will be out of my system completely.  Time will tell...for now I'm done with it.